Two Christmas

It's Christmas.
It's the time of the year when everyone is jolly. Afterall, it is the season to be jolly.
Despite actually already having our Christmas dinner a week ago, I still want another one this week. Well, probably I should just be thankful for the Christmas Eve Dinner.
Every Christmas, I tend to have a rush of different feelings from happiness to sadness to anything in between or even both. Christmas Day marks a lot of things for me of which I shall keep to myself. But yeah, these other things make me at one point be thankful for what I have but on the other, wonder if I can get more. Yes, I contradict myself A LOT. It's another bad habit of mine.
I shan't ruin everyone's else mood with my rants and contradicts. Thus, I shall end this post with non other but

MERRY CHRISTMAS

:)