Raise It

FIRST WEEK OF SPM IS OVERRRRRRRRRRRRRRR!

hahaha I'm acting as though the whole thing is over.

So far, I'm feeling okay apart from the day before our history paper. I was crying hysterically. I wanted to do all that I could to skip the paper. I wanted to kill myself. Yet, I went through it. I'm still not demotivated thanks to my family. They give me strength. From my parents who tel me to just do my best and not worry to my brother who never fails to wish me luck everyday and ask how the paper was everyday despite the time difference and to my babies, who are just so adorable. I hope this last. I don't want to give up before it's over. I want to have hope. May the luck stick with me until the end, not just the end of SPM but till the end of my life. And please, please let me sit for the rest of my papers with ease and relaxation.