forget you

Okay, I want this necklace so badly. What a simple symbol yet the meaning behind it, is otherwise.

SPM is in 2 days and I can't believe it but I'm not ready yet I'm still able to relax. Does this mean that I'm meant to be a failure? That I'm not meant to be a successful person in life? It's not confidence I have but it's not exactly fear either. I really hope this doesn't cause me my future. I don't get it. I want to be successful, I know I'm not well prepared yet why aren't I busy studying? It's so frustrating because no matter what I do to freak myself out, it last only for a few seconds and poof, I'm back to shaking my legs in front of the television or sleeping and so on.

I need all the luck I can get if I want to ace this.